It was my birthday yesterday.

From the people I care about, I got my best wishes, but someone I was expecting to, nope. Didn't get even a single email not even a happy-b-day from her in my youtube account.

I guess I feel like this, because I am in Zimbabwe my daughter just left to return to school. She is now a Trojan Alumni. I am sitting here in my room with my buddy Mike a couple of baby Lion Cubs and we head out today to Brisbane. I am so f''n depressed lately, I don't know why. I can't shake this feeling.

Then 2 More in Brisbane and the remainder of my vacation, I will be on Mexico City. I guess I am looking for home. Once, in the long ago,  I use to look at this girls eyes and I felt like I finally found my home, but dang it. I lost the feeling again, I guess that is why I feel like that. All because I didn't tell her the truth about my ex, I thought I was protecting her, but all great things must end,  I miss her so much, even though is been a year or so, I miss her so much. How do I breath again.

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I am feelign a little Sad.

This is my first ever blog, I done tons of them in the past. But never one with this name. So strap in, this will be a bumpy ride.

I will talk about my daily life, philosophy, math and any mental diarrhea I have on my mind. So I hope you like my mental ramblings.

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